FIRST.POST

sooo...
ive had this on my mind for awhile...
left all these feelings inside because
1. i have no one to talk too
and
2. it hurts to think about it...

so id thought i would give this a try and see how this would work..

so ill give you the skinny on what was the situation
i met this woman a few years ago
we sparked off good
and over the years we grew
my feelings grew and for the moment
i thought hers did too....

we had alot in common and music was one of the strong points
-not the music on the radio-
real music.
we would share everything we heard or had heard before...

so last year during my spring break i decided to visit her
and while i was there i had found out that she had loved someone else
pain 1 began
after awhile...months, i visited her page
saw that she was married
and expecting
now i dont know how some people would take this
but that shit hurt like hell
to see someone you loved
love someone else

and from that day forth every song i hear
her image comes to mind
and my heartaches
of the thought that she is happy
and iam not...

now its a new year and i would like to know whats the best way to forget
and still love my music????